I am so thankful for my family. I love them all for different reasons. God is using them to teach me. Did you ever notice some of the ugliest things about you your family can bring out of you. I thought I could deal with people no matter how I am treated but then something happens and the "nasties" come out of me.
Lastly I feel like someone doesn't give the respect I feel I should have. Why does it matter so much to me? Isn't what God thinks more important? Am I not to be doing all for God not for personal approval?
God is showing me I need to fall fully into His arms. I thought I was doing good but now He is asking me to go another step.
Lord hold me as I weep. Emerge me in your love. Fill me with the desire to serve only you. Draw me to seek only your pleasure. Jump with me as I shout for joy.