For over a week now it seems when I sit before the Lord the word "Brokenness" is laid on my heart. This has been going on for a week now. So I thought let's blog the word and see what comes to mind as I type.
I took a moment to look it up in a dictionary. I like these means of the word: made weak, not complete or full.
This made my mind wonder to a song and the words in the song say something like this: Brokenness is what He wants from me.
I think God wants me to remember I am week, He is the strong one in this relationship. It is only God who can complete me and fulfill me. This reminds me God Is Enough.
I understand I need to lay it all before the love. Not just the things. I need to lay my emotions and thoughts. So often when I think of God as Enough. I think I don't need the stuff. I don't stop to think of the emotions. That is one area like to avoid. But if I make myself weak He will make me strong.
There are things going on here that I do feel difficult times will be upon me soon. I may feel like things are falling apart. God is calling me to fill up now so I don't shatter.
I'm sure over the next week I learn more as I wait upon the Lord.